You know, my first week on the job, I was on a sting operation. These Irish thugs were smuggling guns and cocaine. I had been a military prosecutor, so I hadn’t handled a gun since basic training, and suddenly I’m underground in this garage, wearing a bulletproof vest and — and wondering how the hell I got there. So I did what any rookie would do, and I started looking for an exit. And then Charlie walks over. This man that I didn’t know — this gruff guy, and he said: “You’re gonna be fine.” And I have to face it…that he…he’s gone…that he’s not coming back.